For years... I mean years... I have been able to share motivation, help people succeed in their goals, and keep people focused. I want to be honest today. After all, honestly is where it should all begin, the foundation so to speak.
I have failed.
I have failed one person.
I have failed the one person that needs me most.
The one person who has been crying out for years.
That person? Myself.
Today, I woke up after a couple of days in bed due to a medical affliction. An affliction that doctors can't even explain. Today, I have come to the realization, it all has been a test. A final exam so to speak. An exam I have let consume my life for over a year now.
Now, at this moment... 10:06am... On June 8th... I refuse to fail anymore. I refuse to let that person down who needs lifting. That person who refuses to ask for help. That person who has sat back wanting something but has been blocked mentally as well as physically.
JT told me two weeks ago what he has recognized with me... and he hit it squarely and precisely on the head... I can help so many but the one person who I need to help most I have failed miserably in my attempts. He is right. For two weeks I have sat on his words, refused to let them sink in tbh... they even angered me.
Today, his words have helped me. Helped me! Saved me!
Today, I plan a double work out since over the last two weeks I have let life happen and ignored myself. We all have to find "THAT" reason to move above... to rise above. Today, my reason is ME!
Thank you JT... See you Friday!
If you ever need a reason why... GO LOOK IN A MIRROR INTO THE EYES OF THE PERSON, THE ONLY PERSON, WHO CAN MAKE IT HAPPEN!